soo its the beginning of the new week after host volunteer visit. i had a pretty great week. it was weird being in a place with all the amenities. it kinda felt like a vacation. anyway a lot is happening this week. our site essays are due tomorrow......this is stressing me out. i really love the special needs job in one of the places but its more urban and i kinda feel like i want to be somewhere more remote. i mean when else in my life will i be able to bathe in a creek or take a canoe to school? i guess whatever i get is meant to be and i will be okay with anything. i just want tohave a phone of some sort that i can communicate with my family and friends back home. thats a necessity for me. I guess I will find out friday. Anyway im trying to upload pictures to facebook for like the 10000 time. I think its playing games with me because my pictures were like 50% done and then i look again and they just stopped uploading and i had to start over! grrrr i hate having to pay for internet. and its so much more expensive here than where i just was. Im going to get some pictures up today dang it and ill put a link to them on here. its easier than trying to upload them on here too. I dont even know if anyone reads this thing. I guess im rambling but o well. Today was a weird day for me I was in a strange mood I was missing my family and friends a little more than usual today. I think im just stressed but dont worry everyone Im OK and i still love it here. Anyway not too much going on here. I had a great week last week and got to see some really cool stuff. OHHH and i got like 6 new movies so ill be chilling infront of my laptop at night watching those..pretty exciting :)